I had this REALLY WEIRD dream last night about pennies.

I went grocery shopping, and paid entirely in pennies and the woman at the till just stood there with a frozen smile, staring straight ahead. 

huh. 

I CANNOT SLEEP.
I AM PATHETIC.
HOLY SHIT. 

I THINK WHAT I’M MOST AFRAID OF IN REGARS TO MY SURGERY ON THURSDAY IS THE IV.
I HAVE LITTLE VEINS.
IVs HURT.
AND IT JUST SITS IN YOU.
THEN THEY TAKE IT OUT.
IT HURTS.
IT’S WEIRD.
I DO NOT WANT IT.